The Medusa Oblongata
the part of
dead baby mamas
where fangs are bared
internally as often as not
Biting my tongue poisons me
From which venom flows
instead of milk
envy spite and malice
The part of me that hungers
and hates
that you get
to be ignorant
The part that cannot
be happy
that your baby lived
That you got pregnant
again
That you are awake
at night
for a reason
Look into my eyes
and you will know
that babies can die
and that knowledge
spreads like a toxin
You do not get
to feel safe
to not know
The pain is yours now
Sharing does not
lessen it inside me
but makes it spread
No one gets to be innocent
Look at me and turn to stone
then you too will have
a stone baby
bones and ashes



3 comments:
This is refreshingly honest, I like it.
This made me cry. Having trouble dealing with my snakes at the moment.
Thank you so much for sharing this. It's perfect.
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